sooner or later they all will go...

This morning while im having my breakfast in my office pantry, evy called me on phone.

Evy :"taQ...bapak si eva..."
Me :"Oh no...when?"
Evy :"this morning, maybe..i dunno, she just cried..."

I knew something happen last night in Medan, i had a feeling for this...seriously! my mind's direction keep tracking of Eva...something inside make me wanna call her last night...
but i dont (UGH!!)

This really bother me the whole day...i even have to go back to my rentroom and wash my hair...(at 1.15pm)

WHAT KIND OF BEST FRIEND I AM ????

i ignored last night "contact" ...
my-under-layer-mind told me something bout her, but i ignored it!
GREAT!!

Oh..I wish i was close to you.....
Im so sorry...

*MY DEEPEST CONDOLENCE FOR MY BEST FRIEND EVA AND HER FAMILY*

Im the marvelous cheff

I cooked ...

Believed it or not ...
And NO ONE DIES ...hooohohooo, i should get an award,
or Guiness book of Record maybe??

anyone interest for spageties ala remote island delivery from SIMEULUE ISLAND...??

ingredients:
- spageties replaced with mi gomak (tak tau bahasa inggrisnya)
- corned beef replaced with river buffalo meat cincang in traditional market
- fresh tomato soup replaced with saos botolan
- green paprica replaced with cabe ijo
- red paprica replaced with cabe merah
- big onion
- black pepper replaced with masako (wakkss jauh banget bedanya??)
- tiram sauce replaced with soya sauce (bener bener jauuuhhhh)
- parsley replaced with daun bawang (the only one available in mess10 kitchen)

I wonder why those people are not getting sick or die after eating my spageties??

Kedamaian dalam diri

"Hari ini kau temukan kedamaian dalam dirimu yang dapat engkau Percaya dengan sepenuh hati karena engkau berada di tempat yang sudah ditentukan,

tetapi jangan pernah melupakan kemungkinan-kemungkinan yang tak terbatas yang muncul dari imanmu.
Gunakan anugerah yang telah engkau terima dan banyaklah berbuat kasih agar engkau beroleh kepuasan bahwa engkau adalah anak Allah.

Biarkan anugerah ini mengalir dalam tulangmu dan membuat jiwamu bebas bersenandung, menari dan dihangatkan
Oleh matahari yang selalu ada untuk kita semua."

Gw suka banget setiap kalimat nya, katanya sih ini puisi ST THERESIA
dan gw pengen berbagi ini buat para fans gw yg selalu membaca blog gw dengan setia (GUBRAXXX!!)

Weekly report of my dully week

Friday Morning
- Get up late (as always)
feeling dizzy...morning hangover....(this becos my almost-morning-conversation-through-phone with eva then continue it to christ)
Geeeeeesss I spend IDR 70.000 in one night!!! for almost-morning-coversation-through-phone...thats quite sumething...
- trying to collecting all my scatered soul...mumbling about things last night...suddenly i got so blue....WHY ???
ummmmm..... first it must be becos (oh not again) pria-dewasa-pemberi-coklat...we had a great joke the night before....we spoke nice things....flirting ( oh goshhh he said "klo kamu digendong sih bisa, apalagi diajak mandi...masih bisa dipeluk" ) GUBRAXXxx....as always, all i can do is CENGENGESAN...and second, christ told me that this year three of our dearest gank 9 member will getting MARRIED....what???? hikssss.....they all set with wedding,
AND I DONT EVEN HAVE A BOYFRIEND....HWUWAAAAAAAAAAA.......

Friday almost Evening
- my room mate is going for R&R leave, while i have to stay in this remote island, oh well im a good employee....
- there are no guddie mate around, no pria-dewasa-pemberi-coklat, no pria 1, no pulsa available, pokoknya no hal hal yg menyenangkan lah

Friday Night
- Totaly disaster week...... Got too many stuff to do on the next week for doing nothing this week (my fault!!)
- Deciding to go for stay over at my co-worker place, and it was my first right decision during this week.....I GOT LOTS OF FUN THERE....we chat until morning with all those guys....hehehehe...i just cant stay away from guys huh ???

Saturday
WHOLE DAY STAY OVER AT THAT "PENYAMUN" BASE ....hahahaahaaaa

lumayan dehhh.....wiken nya

my 1st swim in Simeulue Island

finally....after spending almost 2 month in this island...i got my oportunity to go on swim ...hehehe
percaya gak sih...walau da hampir 2 bulan tinggal di simeulue, aku tu belum pernah berenang sekali pun dilaut nya...main main air dilaut sih sering banget....liat sunset apalagi....tapi tidak sekalipun aku menceburkan diri kedalam lautnya...paling banter cuma kaki doank.....

dan weekend kemaren...gw bareng bareng ama temen sepulau (aihh mak oi, temen sepulau???) pergi ke pantai GANTING, rencana sih mau ke Pantai BUSUNG tapi ditengah perjalanan kita ngeliat polisi...yahh apa bole buat, terpaksa last minute cancel! berhubung kita naik motor dan kita ga pake helm ditambah kita jg ga punya SIM dilengkapi dengan kenyataan polisinya lagi razia, berbalik arah lah kami para-gadis-yang-tidak-ingin-dirazia-polisi menuju pantai GANTING.

sebenarnya ni pantai lumayan asik...cuma, terlalu ramai ...jadi nya sepanjang pinggir pantai agak kotor dengan sampah indomi, bungkusan plastik....segala jenis bungkusan deh!
gw aja terpaksa nyari bagian pantai yg agak sepi...dan jauh dari masyarakat.....
yah lumayan lah buat nyejukkan otak yg udah hangover ini....

tapi....kenapa ya tiap kali gw kepantai ....gw itu jadi pengen pacaran??? HAHAHAHAHa.......pacaran ama sapa coba??
eh...ngomong ngomong si pria-dewasa-pemberi-coklat sudah tiba ditempat....hihihi.....GR banget sih! aauuch ahhhh gelap

duhhhhh....cape de bo'

First Project arrangement

Thanks GOD !!!

it work.....
my first arrangement for project village....
i cant sleep the night before...wondering if its going to work or not.....worrying about all preparation.....keep walking around my small-scatered-room

and that morning....everything is perfectly fine!!
the community meeting is amazing.....
the participants were very enthusiastic...
the FGD works!!

even more.....they looking forward for the next steps!

Thanks GOD........